I'm just sitting here, musing prior to the new moon in gemini tomorrow. I'm prepping action plans and notes taken from my sessions with my clients this week so far, I'm enjoying the calmness of the air outside as I gaze at the trees. I'm feeling VERY here, but not here.
Not in a bad way...
I'm very aware of what is happening right now. I'm quite literally shape shifting. I'm quite literally letting go of the old me. Every ounce of her. So that the new me can breathe and be loved and be seen and be heard. Finally...after all this time of waiting.
SHE IS READY.
She is so done with old patterns. She is so done with returning to things that no longer serve her just because they're familiar. She's realizing that a lot of the familiar hasn't been so good for her either. She is realizing that she's done with everything that isn't her.
She is making peace with her past and with expectations not met.
She is making peace with who she REALLY is, because who she really is...is beautiful.
She is making peace with her inner Love Priestess, with her inner Exorcist, with her inner Gypsy.
She is owning her position as a healer, as a banisher, as a truth seer and as a magickal speaker.
She can move mountains with her words, and heal with a gaze.
She can love from a distance, and enter the subconscious of all who connect to her.
She is magick in motion, and magick is not linear, its not perfect, its not anal or conservative.
Magick is intense, intentional, vibrational, directed and felt in the heart.
Even the most chaotic or hurting heart can make magick happen in his/her favor.
There is no way to peace, peace is what you are and CAN be. You simply have to tune into your feelings and love the places within you that feel the most distracted, disoriented and disturbed. Those places will teach you more about what you want than ever. Tune into your heart at this moment.
* Is it hurting
* Is it confused
* Is it tired and fed up
* Is it wanting to take a leap, but the mind is too afraid
* It it wanting to express things it had been too nervous to express
Go into those places and make peace with them by giving them what they need.
* If you're hurting, what is still causing you pain? End this now.
* If you're confused, what is causing you to mistrust yourself? End this now.
* If you're tired and fed up, what is fatiguing you? Do what lights you up, instead! Find your fire.
* If you're wanting to take a leap, ask yourself what is on the other side that you're REALLY scared of
* If you desire to express, ask yourself what you get out of expressing...and then go do it.
Give yourself what you've been needing all along. Go into the places you've been denying this whole time and accept them, nourish them and answer them. Stop living with screams in your head and sorrows in your heart.
Silence them by making peace happen in the way it has to happen for YOU.
Do it now. Don't wait. Not anymore.
You know what you need to do, so do it.
You are supported.
Welcome to my journal, beautiful soul. Here is where you'll have a sneak peek into the deeper recesses of my Priestess Brain! The good, the bad, the ugly, the sparkly.