So I did a livestream earlier on the difference between what you want and what you get. And I felt like writing about it too, because well, its rich material to soak in. For myself included. I'm doin the work too, so don't forget about that shit.
The difference between what you WANT & what you GET is what you're WILLING to DO to GET what you WANT.
1. Write down all your desires
2. Write down (for each one) everything you'd have to start doing right NOW to get what you want.
3. Then ask yourself, WHAT are you willing to do first off those lists. What sticks out the most off all those lists?
And fucking start there, babe. Start there and you'll be one step closer to your desires being fulfilled. And don't look down on baby steps, baby steps are still steps. Sometimes you gotta crawl before you can stand. Then stand, gain your footing and walk a little. Take your time with this. This isn't a race, remember that. You're not doing this to prove yourself, you're doing this to improve yourself for YOU.
Improve (I'm - PROOF).
You are proof of everything you believe in and desire. So if you don't like what you believe in or your desires are tearing you apart, then change that shit, hot stuff. You are fire waiting to be discovered.
Here's an example of three major desires I have:
1) completely eliminate my anxiety and depression
2) learn a new instrument
3) make a steady income again so I can help my family
Now what do I have to DO to make that happen?
1) I have to speak my mind more, I have to express ALL my emotions and not just the ones I think are acceptable to others, I have to stop giving a shit what other people think, I have to be completely who I am and not hide anything, I have to step outside my comfort zone again and try new things.
2) Buy myself a cheap starter guitar (thats the instrument I want to start playing) and ask my guitar playing friends to teach me.
3) Hustle and create and perform exercises that I know open my creativity and start my day off just right so that I stay in the zone and stay intensely in the creative work flow. I need to be open to any and all other opportunities that align with my soul goals and financial goals. I need to get clear on how much money I'd need to make that would make ME feel secure and confident and own that shit. I need to work in synch with my V.A. and tell her EVERYTHING about me and my business so that she can work to the best of her ability to help me in the wide world of the web!
And thats all just a chip in the entire iceburg of shit I need and want to do.
And the deal breaking question....
AM I WILLING TO DO ALL OF THAT?
YES. I'm scared and nervous and all that shit, but I am willing to do whatever it takes to get what I want. Because my happiness and my success and my peace is important to me.
For once, I am making MYSELF a priority and I'm gonna love myself so good.
How about YOU?
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